Thank you to square space for sponsoring this video hello. So two years ago I did a video of how I became a free human and at what cost – and I thought I would revisit that – video, because it’s been two years and there’s been a lot of changes within myself as around this topic.

Yeah at the end of this video, I actually will insert me trying to answer the questions that I put in the original, how to become a free human video and how much I stumbled through those questions, because I realized that now freedom is nothing.

Nothing like what I thought: freedom was back uh just two years ago, so I’ve shifted and molded a lot instead of awkwardly showing you the questions.

First, I thought I’d just sit down and chat with you guys about the updates on my freedom journey and the humbleness that I’ve had to experience from thinking that I knew what it was previously in the other video I gave all these material And consumeristic ways that I was a free human and I can say now, even as the founder of free Human series, that I am not a free human, I’m in the pursuit of it.

So if you want to see what my materialistic quality qualifications are um that I thought made me a free human, you can watch the previous video.

What I can say is my intentions have always been good.

I just needed to learn and be humbled, so I can be of service to you guys whilst we explore the Journey of free human together and try to find answers around this topic together.

So let me just start fresh, so let’s define Freedom First.

What I know freedom is now 100 000.

Without any doubt, it is completely an internal space. If you have the internal Freedom, you are free, no matter what you do in your life.

It has nothing to do with how much you’ve traveled.

It has nothing to do with your job.

It has nothing to do with any of those things.

There are so many free people that have a 9 to 5.

There are so many people that are living off grid.

There are so many people that are free that are in prison.

There are so many people that are free, no matter what their external circumstances are.

So it is a journey of internal Freedom that’s why we are on this planet.

That is what we are here for to discover internal freedom and until we figure out what that looks like for ourselves and how to get there is going to constantly feel like you are in a prison and you are trapped. That is the unfortunate bottom line and we’re going to keep pursuing things to try to feel avoid to help us feel as if we’ve got some sort of sense of control of our life.

But there always feels like there’s an emptiness, and this is when you know you want to have true freedom is when you’re pursuing this thing, because nothing in your life feels complete and it’s.

You might even have all the successes in the world.

This is me exposing myself, but still feeling like there’s, something that is really deeply lacking and you’re feeling incomplete.

I’m becoming a lot more confused with the reality of the world and what’s going on and I’m losing that sense of childlike nature, which a lot of people for some reason condemn to be joyful and playful.

And as you get older, it is like this force of no, you,’ve got an adult, and you can’t take time out of your busy schedule of doing all these tasks in order to have fun.

So I do think that a lot of people that have understood a level of Freedom are those that are able to play and have a lot of Joy, because that’s, when you’re kind of doing life right and I’ve – definitely taken on The serious side of life – and I’ve – not um – allowed myself to be a joyful playful human because I’m so task oriented and there’s been so many things that I’ve um leaned into uh throughout my time, because I thought it Was what I was doing to get freedom, but I was just it was.

It was the wrong definition of Freedom.

It was so wrong, it was.

It was so wrong and to to see how different I am now just two years later of what I value. What I cherish, what is important to me? It’s massive.

Now.

What I know 100 is the most important thing, is yeah, family and community and being there for other people and assisting other people and remembering the strength of yourself as a being and not restricting yourself and not taking outside considerations that are trying to squish you and Make you something you are not, which is a weak human without Joy, without laughter without play without love, so anybody that is not fully in love and integrity and authenticity is someone that is um dictated by different forces.

How to say this, we’re all experiencing different levels of inauthenticity and being out of integrity and not being in love, and the aim is to just keep coming back to.

It sounds very spiritual I would say, but it’s yeah.

I guess it is a bit of a spiritual journey and it does sound fluffy because it’s not something we can attach ourselves to there’s, nothing.

We can tick off and say done that done.

That done that I am in love.

I am in authenticity because sometimes there is tough love.

You have to give tough love as well and it’s not just like. I love everybody, it’s, love and light.

So you have all these interactions with people at all times, that are testing, love and, and you’re going to make mistakes, but it’s that’s the compass like it,’s crazy.

But love really is the compass of Freedom.

Oh my God.

As I’m talking to you guys, I’m just realizing that that is what it really is.

Are you in love in love, not in love, but in love? Are you in the frequency of Love far out, that sounds hippie.

That is why you don’t need to do anything or be anything in order to be free.

This is why Victor E Franco was able to be a free human in a concentration camp holy crap that’s crazy.

I understand that people have this big aversion to the idea of free human, because at its core it’s challenging to every single person that comes across this idea.

It is a complete mirror as to where you might not be in Integrity or in love or free, and that is painful to Bear to know that you’re, not free, is really painful at the soul level. It hurts I’m, this constant mirror to people when I bring up these topics of freedom of pain, but the pain is there in order for you to be able to also pursue this idea and not just be swayed by flashy consumeristic things such as big Fancy cards cell – if you’re finding these videos time and time again and they’re triggering and they’re hurting you it’s or they’re, confusing it.

Doesn’t make sense, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, you’re on the right path, like yeah, you,’re on the right path with all this being said, a short little introduction of where I am around Freedom right now here are some questions that I try To answer around being free human, my 2 year update on this topic, so I hope you enjoy.

The house is a little bit dirty, so I’m going to clean it up.

Whilst I answer how I became a free human and at what cost a 2year update, I have the questions that I answered in the previous video.

I’m going to link it up here and I haven’t watched my answers to that video because I want to just completely have a brand new perspective.

I’ve changed so much in the last two years that video can’t stand by like it just it’s, not it anymore.

I’m personally fascinated that I’ve taken on this journey of freedom.

I didn’t really know the responsibility that it would have on my life and how much of a Pandora’s Box.

I would open by pursuing this topic and trying to box the idea of freedom into YouTube videos and make them easy to digest.

Is one of the most ludicrous and humongous tasks that I can undertake? I’m just going to try number one. What is your definition of being free freedom is 100, absolutely absolutely an internal game.

What is the first step to becoming a free human? These answers are so deep so fast.

I think understanding that there are forces in place that are going to make sure that you are not free at every possible step and taking into account that this is the most valuable thing that we have as humans.

And it is the one thing that people will fight tooth and nail to ensure that you don’t have so it’s not going to be an easy Journey.

It’s probably going to be the hardest thing you ever undertake.

So it’s not for the paint heart.

How much did I sacrifice to live this life? My sanity my mind I’ve had to sacrifice my mind.

My ego is being humbled every single day, my um understanding of reality in the world is being altered and changed at all times.

I would say to some degree: It’s Made Me isolated as well this journey, because a lot of people are averted to the idea of understanding this Freedom thing it’s, cost me connection and my mind, which is a good thing.

Cuz, giving up my mind is actually a beautiful thing. I’m not angry about that.

What mindset trait do you think differentiates you from others that just in itself is such an egotistical question that I don’t even want to answer it.

I’m pretending in that other video that I’m, so special and above people, because I’ve achieved consumeristic levels of success that that is such an egotistical question.

It’s such I can’t how to handle pressure from society.

When you decide to live life on your own terms, that is a real real thing.

Actually um.

There is so much pressure to conform to a way of people living because it’s a total threat.

When someone breaks out not to just the people that are feeling like they are being left behind and they’re not living their life fully, but also to A system that does not in any way shape or form, want you to be free everything.’s very structured and put in place in order to ensure that people are not free, so someone that comes in and threaten threatens.

That idea is going to be taken out by everything and everyone.

So how do you handle the pressure from society? You have to be very, very, very certain of yourself um and your integrity has to be on point. When you are on the pursuit of Freedom, any inauthenticity will be highlighted to you and you just can’t be inauthentic on this journey.

You have to drop things and be embarrassed and swallow Humble Pie, a lot uh when you are going along on the pursuit of Freedom, it’s not an easy Journey.

How do you find it your tribe? That is a great question.

Actually, how do you find these people stick with me if you, like there’s, a link down below for a newsletter that I’m going to start creating little pockets of communities and real life events that people can come to at? First it’s.

Just going to be Australia, so if you’re an Australia, I um going to have some things that you can come and attend, which will make you feel less alone, so that’s, probably it otherwise, it’s, it’s hard.

The real true pursuit of Freedom, isn’t something that is um widely available for people and it’s not just like.

If you’re working for the N5 or you’re trying to be a nomad, it is so much more than that.

It’s like a spiritual depth, but it’s um, even the spiritual Community.

It’s tainted it’s tainted so much wow.

How to overcome fear that stops you from pursuing your dream, life authenticity, how to unlock passive income and man manage finances effectively, nothing related to Freedom, not even going to answer that. How do you afford this lifestyle financially? This is not about a lifestyle that’s very superficial, so I’m not going to answer that how to not be afraid of making the wrong decision.

You are going to make the wrong decision and you’re, just correct.

You C correct.

You do something it doesn’t work, you C correct voila.

Maybe I shouldn’t even be trying to clean the car.

While talking to you guys on such a deep level.

I feel like I’m, not I’m distracted.

I’m not doing anything.

Let me just clean up a little bit and come back to you when I’m fully present with you.

Let’s just forget about cleaning all together and let’s just chat and sit in Comfort next question: what did you do daily to get to where you are the biggest thing I think I’ve been born with and everybody’s got. This is just a level of allowing it to be at the Forefront.

Is the rebellious questioning side of you? You just feel like something:’s off you just don’t understand the way that we are functioning and why we do certain things and of course we go along with it, because it is society, but it still just feels a little bit alien to be Going around and doing what we do, something just feels limiting something feels off.

So the questioning side of me um, as well as the mix of having my mom being a mom and dad my whole family, really being quite um, rebellious in that way of just just being confused, but not allowing those questions to disappear and actually leaning into them.

More which also went hand in hand with being okay to be different, being okay to be looked at as weird being okay to be the outcast for the majority of my life being okay to be isolated in some way, it’s definitely a blessing and a Curse but those things on a very daily basis that’s.

What’s gotten me to where, where I am right now and where I am right now, is um, I’m not going to say, like it’s an easy path or one that everybody has to undertake.

I don’t think it’s for everyone, as I’ve mentioned before.

I think everybody that is um trying to disconnect from society is somewhat on track, so living off grid living um, independently trying to have no debt not being tied to any systems, is the path that is going to help.

You unlock a lifestyle where you feel this is so weird.

I’m just going to give it the reference like the matrix.

It’s not a beautiful world, but it feels fulfilling when they have disconnected and there’s a small group of them that are disconnected, but it’s not easy. So I’ll just leave it at that.

How to find the discipline to keep going without slipping back into the easy day, job job? Sorry, it’s, not nothing to do with a job.

You can have any job and still be on the pursuit of Freedom, how to start start questioning start being okay with being rebellious start being okay with doing things differently from everybody, so yeah.

If it is pursuing more free time for yourself, if it is not pursuing the white picket fence, if it is not pursuing um the material possessions becoming a minimalist disconnecting from social media, you might see for myself that I’ve deactivated my Instagram, because I realized That it is taking up so much time that I spend on there and it’s also plugging me into some energy that I don’t really want to be a part of at the moment.

I’m still trying to find myself.

My little corner of the universe is my YouTube videos as well as newsletter, and if you’d like to sign up for the newsletter there’s a link down below and that’s, where you’re, going to see some more in depth.

Thoughts.

Rather than just trying to overwhelm you on the world of Instagram, I think emails are just a lot more personal.

Where does your money come from? Watch the previous video to find out what were some of the hardest decisions you had to make on your path to Freedom, great question: oh that’s, a good one, hardest decisions confronting what I think freedom is every day, just being humbled that I got it All wrong that, like yesterday, that I thought I knew what freedom is.

It is not that and every single day it’s changing in front of my eyes, because I am on such a true pursuit of this freaking stupid topic that I don’t know why why it’s, like clung to me like a stinky smell It just sticks around and just every day, just being like. Oh my God, I got that wrong.

Damn Dam, it damn it and every day, just having to course correct and make mistakes and be humbled and be embarrassed and be like.

Okay, I made another mistake.

Just yesterday and that’s not what I believe anymore, damn it yeah having a very student like mind and open mind as much as possible, because the mind resists at all costs as well to be opened.

Let’s stick with that answer.

Did you did you always know you,’d succeed shut up it’s not about success.

It is not about success.

What an ego driven question! How do you know when you’re ready to take the leap when something inside of you feels so wrong about everything you might have all the possessions you might be traveling, you might feel like you,’ve ticked off all the boxes and you’re Doing life, but something still feels empty that’s, when you start questioning deeply every narrative that we’ve been fed.

Is it worth sacrificing my part partnership for this? No, absolutely! Not! No! You take everybody with you.

You do not drop anybody off. Okay, it doesn’t mean you have to be with your partner if there is a huge disconnect, but you just have to try to uplift everybody around you.

There is no dropping people off and that doesn’t mean be kind and nice and and just handed to people.

It means, like you, have a vision for where you’re going and what you want out of your life and you you help them to come along if they want.

It is their choice, though.

In the end, so don’t drop everybody off just because you want a pursuit of Freedom, no Freedom, literally no one is free unless everybody is free and it’s our job to help each other become free.

So you don’t, what no being in Partnership is the biggest gift to help you free yourself.

The people that are closest to you are going to challenge you the most because they are the ones that you’re, going to pour the most into.

So if you get rid of your partnership, you are missing an enormous opportunity for growth if it is extremely challenging.

There are lessons there for you to learn and if you don’t learn those lessons you’re going to take them into the next relationship.

It doesn’t mean you have to stay with the person. Sometimes it actually does mean you have to stay with the person to unhook the Trap that you are both in the pain that you are both in everybody.

At the core level is an authentic, loving human, but if you are in chaos, it means that that side of you is lost temporarily and relationships are there to help you.

So if someone’s not pursuing exact same thing as you want to be pursuing, or they’re not dedicated to the path of Freedom, that is nothing on them.

Let people be let them do whatever they want.

If you guys have completely different life paths that you want to take, and one person’s super not into it um, then maybe your values and where you’re heading, your plan for your life might not be lined sure.

But if yeah, I’m, not a relationship expert, but that’s for sure, but ditching someone when there’s, love like we are loving humans that that’s, the for it’s, just such a gift to be in a relationship and work Through your stuff, it’s such a gift and now that we’ve got that out of the way.

These are the most ludicrous questions.

I just finished editing the video that you,’ve, seen the rest of, and I was nervous actually to watch it.

Cuz I was like will this make sense? Is this something I’d like to put out cuz? It is a bit different, maybe um, and I figured I’d.

Actually I kind of like it and then I thought that was done, but I just came to make lunch and I was like I’ve actually got more to say about this, so I’m just going to see what thoughts ramble off and yeah before I set the camera up. I had a thought.

What was the thought, though? Oh, this is where I struggle a little bit if we’re looking at politics, if we’re looking at the world really, but let’s just go into like the smaller picture of politics right now, it seems like either the left is fighting for Freedom or the right is fighting for freedom, and this is where I can’t agree with both sides, because in the end, anything that is there to divide us anything that there is there to turn us from one another is not it.

What I can say is feeding any energy into a system that’s not working and trying to fight any energy of what you don’t want of a world that you don’t want, is feeding the same.

It’s the same thing.

So no, if, if you have strong political views that are turning you against your fellow humans, it is not it, it is not it so anything at all that is there around um division is the wrong path, and that’s another isolating thing.

It’s, like you literally, are in the world, not with any strong political views or any views at all.

You’re not like this is good.

This is bad.

This you should do this.

You should do this. Of course, there’s principles that I have in mind and values and Encompass a moral compass that I’m trying to steer myself my ship towards.

I will not turn against another person for a view that is different to mine.

I will struggle for sure at times to understand that and hear them, but I will not turn on them and judge them and blame them, because, whatever you judge and blame on someone, you’re doing that yourself.

If you hate something about someone, it’s because it’s within you and that’s like confronting so the the division yeah division that that’s not no bu for no bueno.

Then there’s also the idea like divide and conquer doesn.’t just go beyond what you believe and don’t, like even the fact that those videos do so well where there are videos talking about love, everybody, everybody’s like be in support of everybody.

No one,’s bad.

They’re just different.

Like those things won,’t do as well, because we are being pushed into the direction of needing to hate each other um.

That is like the fuel for the division.

So anything that is not going to go into that narrative is not going to be popular and actually speaking of um, I don’t care how many views these videos get. I don’t like these are longer.

These are not entertainment anymore.

If I put this video out, I’m quite proud, cuz, it’s, definitely not an entertaining video.

It is long it’s got lot to it.

It’s, um messy it’s not polished, like YouTube, wants you to have it polished and all that kind of stuff.

I need to step away from the entertainment side because I am not showcasing who I am and what I believe and my mind and my heart and my values.

I’m not showcasing that because of certain fears, so I’ve spent a few years.

Actually, hiding from showing the side of myself – and I realize that I’m – wasting everybody’s time when I’m not being authentic and delivering a really important message right, doesn’t have to be an important message as such, like I can still Have fun but it is rooted in this idea of uplifting and helping rather than yeah, I don’t know it’s.

The inauthenticity has come through on my videos in the last few years when I was aware of stuff, but I chose to go the entertainment route, because I was scared of people’s reactions and what they would think of me, and I realized that I need To stand a little bit for those people that are here for me and have been on on this journey for a long time and they’re looking for substance from my work and I haven’t given that to them so um for those people.

I am choosing to stand in the line of fire a little bit and take hits and punches because you guys deserve it essentially – and I’m not going to give up on you guys and hide what I’m learning just because it’s hard For me to describe it put it into simple terms, I’m just going to stumble in front of you and do my very best to try to convey information. That is an alignment with me and again it doesn’t just mean.

I have to talk to you at every point in time and make any deep long videos I can, you know, still be doing road trips or um, updating you on other stuff.

That is happening in my life, but it’s, but as long as it’s with the right vibration and intention that’s good.

But I can say I have not been doing that, and that is why I’m disappointed in myself.

For the last recent years, so course correction time when you feel like hope, is gone, look inside you and be strong and you’ll, finally see the truth that a hero lies in you.’re welcome, pickles for me, pickles for you Pickles for everybody.

Oh, the other thing I was just thinking is what of the most challenging areas for me right now, because it’s very easy to say like internal Freedom, it’s what it it’s all about, without actually defining that.

So I can’t Define that for you, it’s your journey of whatever that means for you and whatever triggers you have having to free that out of the equation muscles, it is what people think of me.

That is a massive one.

That is a massive thing I struggle with and if you care about that, you’re out of luck.

You’re not going to be freaking. If you care about your appearance too much, and you can’t really function, that is definitely not a way to be free.

It’s good to whatever you realize about yourself, whatever you need to work on to hold that dear to yourself and just prove to be a different person, you show your flaws and then people either try to uplift you for it, but then they can also Turn on you, so it’s not going to happen overnight.

You are going to make a lot of mistakes.

You are going to probably up quite a lot.

It might take some time and having the awareness of places you have to change that the hardest part recognizing you have those areas that are needing work and needing a shift that’s recognizing what that is is near impossible.

That is a journey to walk.

That is a serious journey to walk.

Look at my salad holy it’s, good, yum, organic steak, salad, I’ve also started to um hide a lot of my previous videos because it was so out of alignment and authentic, and I know some people have said like it’s, sad because Of nostalgia, reasons like leaving it, it was good information like show us show us show us but um.

It was so out of alignment, and it was not creating this new reality that I want to inspire.

I suppose – and it was saying things that I didn’t believe and yeah it’s sucky, because that frequency is going to stay out on the internet forever unless I choose to take them down. So, even if people resonated with it and they liked it, it’s like yeah, I’m, really sorry, I don’t want to be associated with a things that I’ve said or done, because it might have been out of yeah out of Integrity out of authenticity, it feels like my online presence is um almost needing to be fresh from every single day, but I obviously can’t just keep hiding every single video that I’ve ever done, even though I really really really really really want to Do that at times, but also showing my evolution of a journey, because I literally started on the internet making comedy videos – and here we are talking about free human.

I just had the sentence come through if I knew what I was getting myself into with a pursuit of Freedom.

Would I actually have done it answer is absolutely not no.

No chance.

I wish I was yeah even saying that doesn’t feel true like I was about to say I wish I was ignorant, but that’s not true, like I’m, so grateful that I now am in this point.

In my journey of awareness of myself of the world how everything works together, but if I knew the responsibility and the weight that this journey would bring, I would never go down this path.

I think sometimes I actually admire people that just have a lot simple lives and I guess I’m going to get there eventually, but it’s maybe going through this extreme shift.

So it’s like it goes from being pretty pure.

When you’re born still having a whole bunch of knowledge, you’re not a stupid child.

Just because you’re a baby. You have a lot of wisdom to bring to the world, but it’s simple: it’s, Joy, it’s.

Joy, it’s, Joy, seriousness, seriousness, trying to play the game like being confused by the game.

Seriousness, seriousness seriousness, so you’ve experienced both sides.

You’re like super joyous and free, and then you have the other side, which is extremely serious.

So you EXP exp in both ends of the Spectrum in your own life.

Until you get to the point where you are aware of everything and the seriousness and you transition into a balance of the two that’s, where I’m going – and I would definitely not say that I’m in I’m still in the Seriousness stage, but at least right now I’m in the stage where I’m: unlocking the um the Journey of joy and play and love and high Vibes, because that’s where the true answer is – and I thought it was somewhere else – and I Was looking in the wrong doors and the wrong corridors in the wrong rooms, so um straying off the path is very common.

Actually you know.

This is a great example like with my car.

I I came from a very simple background.

Financially, I didn’t have much. I didn’t want much um.

My family is not materialistically driven, but then I acquired consumeristic success and I pushed it to the Limit like with this card that’s definitely me pushing to the Limit and having a human experience of of both sides like.

I Now understand both sides and from understanding both sides.

I can come to true true understanding of myself and the truth that I have and the intuition I can work from intuition, but without having explored both sides.

You are still either wishing or wondering of what’s happening on the other side, and now I feel like that Circle for me is coming into a point where I’m able to spend a lot for certain things and then hold back where things don’t feel like they make sense, and I can act from a place of intuition and knowing the innate value of things and being generous when the right time is to be generous and not being generous when it’s not right, you got to go both Polar extremes to understand truth.

I think I’m going to leave it at that.

I’ve talked a lot and I kind of liked it, and I made this a lot longer of a video and it’s just very free flowing, allowing my mind to explore possibilities without editing myself too much, which is a really nice feeling.

Actually, I love it like through doing the YouTube Journey for so long.

I’ve become an edited version of myself, because I carefully check what I’m saying and how I’m saying it.

Is it going to lose people’s attention at a c certain point and it’s it’s tiring it’s really tiring and it becomes part of you as a person like you take on that trait into real life, and you start questioning. Oh, I should have edited that out, but you can’t cuz it’s real life, so allowing myself to free flow here has been really really nice, but I am going to stop here.

Thank you so much for watching hope you enjoyed it very different, but um it’s a way for me to connect for with you deeper, because I do think you deserve it um to have the attention and the time and actual conversation that you might be Craving, instead of playing shallow, so thank you so much for being here here.

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